`daily activities of a teenage girl.

im trying to survive,using any kind of methods that would be useful,in much more appropriate ways.obviously trying to survive is hard,everyone knows that,but yet we still forgets what is vital : BLESSINGS. from God then our parents and from person that loves us.with that,u can confront any struggles in life,that is what i have learnt :)

thoughtful thoughts

thoughts,ideas,doubts,all this thgs surely we do have,but have u ever had thoughts on what u have done to ur life recently?wondering bout what have u done to urself for the past 23 years? (depends on how old are you).yeah i now there is some minority out there tht was like 'to be old and wise,first u have to be young and stupid'.thats not gonna work if u just did something tht u'll regret for the rest of your life,if u still alive la if u know what i mean. dont be like that peeps,nvr gonna work.

do u know why people age at 60 above called as 'golden age' or in Malay they say 'warga emas'?keep in ur mind like this : infant is 'bronze,teenage is 'silver',old people is 'gold'. im sure all of u not an idiot.enlighten urself .till next time.

                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                     

megalomania.

and here i am,writing new stuff.upon this blank page.this is soon to be full with crap words.do you remember when u are child,how desperate we are to be an adult? own a car,house,partners,lots of money,well i guess most of us know already that it is hard to live as an adult,wish we could own a time machine instead of mountain full of money.

yeah its sound so stupid to regret now.lots of ups and downs i had gone thru yet i regret none of it coz i know every bit of it would be useful,somewhere.

p/s : i hope all of you will have a splendid day to get fun with.

and its coming down again.

the hell with this heartbroken feelings anyway? sorry lame x update but i dont know if u still reading my blog or not,im still gonna type it. I DONT CAREEEE,hahaha.

well,first thing first,recently,i quit my job.my job is awesome,no doubt about it,the staff is nice,food is super duper ultimately delicious but i need to quit coz some stupid personal reasons. lets not talk about it. no more tears shud be shed tonite,muahahha.

i dont know if they still made a chatbox for blog,im not sure but somehow,im looking forward on how to get in touch with u people in blog (they made a comment box lgpun kan?hmm).

besides,there's my fb badge on ur right side of the page,feel free to click.who knows it may lead to some new awesome friendship.ok bye bye.


p/s : ughhh,i must be high when im styping this.

warm welcome :)

congratulations if u reach here,in the wrong side of the networking-socialized-community,u are absolutely ready for some weird yet crappiest state of my mind,for a fresh start,i uploaded loads of vd's on my channel,fell free to discriminate,praise,download or whatever,im mentally prepared (but my fist are not,just saying,haha).


p/s : THE NEXT BIGGEST PART ARE COMING,SOON :D

idk what is wrong or true anymore.

browsing some fb profiles ( not stalking you moron ).been there done that,i know u wanna be a good person but by faking it?NUH-UH-UH.i still can smell the rotten lies within it.u can always say good things,spread it,share it but u CANNOT overshadow the sweet lies in it.man,im telling u,if u wanna lie,u better do it without getting caught.i rarely get offended by people on fb coz im neutral,U GOT NOTHING AGAINST ME,whewww.good effort if u wanna change,nothing stands in ur way dude,neither do i but hear me out,u cant cheat me twice nor thrice nor whatsoever coz im sick of it.

p/s : ppl nowadays always point one finger to others but did not realized their 4 fingers are pointing back at him/her.

typical.

what could i say more.? i am crushed.im getting tired.truly tired.

world as it supposed to be.

u make peace with yourself,soon enuff u'll make peace to the world.smile like nothing happened.sure people smile back to you.oh wonderful world. :)

misc

wake up early today.ahh nothing much.kemas2,mandi2,texting him then take a nap.gloomy atmosphere outside.those cloudy cumulonimbus wont go away.fine by me,i like it that way.

its a mind-wrecking session

my head goes swirling,twirling,whirling like crazy bout what i wanna do with my life,its not that im useless or things like that,im having the moment of my life tht is complicated as hell,fuckin' shit,i hate this,really do.u know when sometimes u just want everything goes like u planned and it didnt work out well?pretty shitty is it?i am so frickin' pissed rite now.arghhhh!!!!!

not your average ordinary-day

obviously.raya season is here.ahh nothing much,raya tahun nie x sama mcm thun lpas.aku beraya kt kg org but kinda fun,new friends,new makcik2 n etc.imagine how you ended up raya at someone's village,sure menggelabah kan?takut x dpt duit raya.takut tido ats lantai.for those who think that might be quite irritating,i gotta say,u are spoiled brah!u are not ready to be thrown out into the jungle.boo-fucking-hoo.


p/s : bukan mak aku x bising aku x blik raya tp tiket dah x ada.zzzz.

arachnophobia.

duh,really hated those eight-legged things especially spiders.enuff said.maybe i smashed them into mashed potato if i see u again spidey.get out =.=

UNO ANYONE?

pgi td aku berjalan2 kt bndr.terjumpa natang UNO nie.beli 1 tpi aku lupa mcmane nak maen.grrr.dulu waktu sekolah especially waktu time sekolah dah nak habis tahun,melambak2 bende nie dak2 kelas bawak.maen smpai lebam.dah lama aku x sentuh bende nie.ape lgi,kne google la instructions die.cis.

ANOTHER PRECIOUS FAMILY !

haha.this blackie rite here so called ITAM.obviously u can see him all black aite? :D

he's been dead for a few days i think due to poisons.haiya.he and ALANG are siblings now both of them are dead,RIP fellas,we'll miss ya :(

i've posted about this cat at my previous post.haha.well,introducing once again.ATOM.he's the most coward,most beautiful n understanding cat.although he's always loses the battle with CIRIT but still the best cat ever.whenever i came back from kuantan,he will wait for me at the front door and when i call his name,he'll nodded.haha.clever one :)

this tiny-miny little cutie here named ATEH.another offspring from ALANG.dead too. =.='

ALANG.she's the only female here in our cat family but now she's DEAD.whoaa.so sad.she's the mom for ALONG.

meet the gangstah ,CIRIT.he's the tuff,big one.haha.thou that he looks like taiko.he still can put his cute face on.ceh3.

ahha,meet my another cat,ALONG,the pampered one,also the bubbly one.quite nosy but it doenst matter as long as he's cute,haha.can be annoying sometimes.

this cat here named BIRIT.idk why my father gave that name,maybe he look like my another cat named CIRIT,i guess.this cat came from nowhere then he suddenly slept at my father blanky,x tau malu ini kucing :D

recent news from me :D

i got stuck at my own home,like a prisoner.dont know what to do.haha.bored.pagi td,bangun awal2.ikut mak aku g pasar pagi.beli brg2 dapur.then balik,smpai x ada bende nak wat dah sbb 2 je bnde yg bole wat pagi2.cube kalo ko wat mende ekstrim siang2,x ke gila namenya?haha

semalam pegi mandi sungai dgn sepupu2 aku.saja suka2.memandangkan skg nie kdg2 ujan so sungai melimpah dgn air yg bnyk.dah mcm air terjun padahal sungai.seronok jgak jdi budak2 kdg2.aku tanpa segan silunya terjun tanpa ada keraguan.ewah.

baru2 nie jugak.kucing aku bernama Itam da mati,haish,ilang lgi sorg ahli family.woo~

kucing umah aku yg sepatutnya ada 7 ekor skang da tggl 3 ekor.bnyk da mati.pergh.

P/S : ahh.rase kne cari lagi kucing betina bab kucing umah aku skang nie semuanya jantan :D

wah wah tahun baru =.=

seriously i hate my 2010,well,most of it la.tibe2 bnyk kali jatuh sakit,aiya.letih.demam la,jatuh tangga la ape la semua ada.

im definitely will hoping something good for new year.

ciao :D

some people :D

lately,ive been dreaming something new,i dreamt about blackberry bold 9700.idk why but the phone is kinda practical even it has a lot of buttons on it.once i set my mind so i will try to get that phone.

its nothing new bout that phone but its has a good feature on it.some people would say negative things but some people ARE not.imma a POSITIVE person so i will do great at the GOOD side.

yet,my next big mission is : TRY TO GET THE PHONE ALL BY MYSELF.TRY ALL THE NEW THINGS WHETHER ITS BAD OR NOT.TRY IT OR REGRET IT :D

WTH?

cuaca sekarang kt kampung aku nie x menentu.asyik ujan je.kdg2 panas.pergh,bahang die x hengat la kan.aku bukan nak cite pasal panas kt kat kmpung aku ke ape tpi cite pasal perkembangan aku selama aku beberapa hari ada kat kg nie.

kg aku da maju skit berbanding dulu.time2 dulu kalo aku nak g cc,aku kne bwak moto sejauh 8 or 10 km mcm 2 la bru smpai ke cc.2 pun kalo aku benasib baek mungkin aku akn dpt jugak la seat sbb selalunya dak2 cina yg akan memenuhi cc tersebut.boleh dikatakan aku je lah pompuan yg ada kt situe.aku pun x tahu kenapa.haha.

so skang nie kg aku kirenya da ada kemudahan yg boleh dibanggakan.ada la jugak cc yg memuatkan beberapa buah pc sahaja.cukup lah 2.x ramai pun nak pakai selaen bukak facebook je keje.

baru beberapa hari aku kt kg,aku da mula rindukan kuantan.walaupun aku x berapa suka kuantan tapi aku rindukan kawan2 (ewah,jiwang) serta kucing jiran aku yg suke melepak x tentu hala dlm umah.dah la membe aku ada yg alergik kucing.

bile2 aku bosan je aku dtg la kt cc nie walaupun connection die boleh than la lambatnya.aku nak maen BOOMZ pun payah.cis =.=

sekian.

twisted mind .

this very moment.exam season has come.what to do?studying studying and studying lah kan.ape lagi.bile paper nak start lgi 2 - 3 minit,time 2 la mcm2 dtg.bile da lepas paper.rasa mcm melepaskan kentut ditangga.ahha~

kali nie bukan aku nak citer pasal kentut bau ke x bau,wohha! =.=

sejak akhir2 nie,aku rasa mcm something wrong somewhere with my activities.kdg2 rasa mcm orang x kuar setahun dri umah.kalo dulu,kaki merayap x hingat.mcm2 tempat pegi.tpi bile da meningkat dewasa nie,malas pulak aku,~

bored huh?x apa.something big is coming yaw.wait~~ :D

todae.today.2day.too-day.

my life is getting into unbelievable changes yet cyclone of change.not wind of change.cyclone of change will bring the biggest changes in ur fucked up life so i name it cyclone.

berbalik kepada tajuk hari ini.memandangkan terlampau bnyk masa dihabiskan di kolej so my blog is becoming lack of post yet tempat labah2 bersarang.its not that i got nothing to post but i got too many IDEAS to be written in it.its overflowing & i cant choose which one to write about.

baru2 ini.im going back to my hometown.saje release tension plus gatal nak balik mandi sungai n etc.pusing2 satu kampung then ternampak dak2 maen bola ape semua.biaselah,budak2.layan la sekaki maen bola.bosan.

keesokan harinya,aku terdengar satu berita yg agak menggemparkan,sedara aku sedang nazak.cuak aku.x tau nak wat ape.aku pun g melawat sdara aku 2 dgn mak aku.aku x expect yg die akan meninggalkan kami dalam beberapa minit so aku pun g lepak2 kt luar umah dgn sepupu2 aku.x lama kemudian,maksu aku keluar smbil menangis.

terkejut la aku nape die menangis.bile aku masuk dalam,aku tengok ramai2 dah kerumun arwah.arwah nak pergi time 2.aku x dapat than sebak bab aku x pena tgok org sedang menghadapi sakaratulmaut.its my first encounters.if u're asking me if i had goosebumps or not.OF COZ I HAD!!

due to that event,aku rasa amat bertuah coz x ramai org muda yg dpt peluang melihat peristiwa 2.even mak aku pun baru 1st time witnessed that.kalo korang,sanggup ke tgok?i can assured u that u wont be BRAVE enuff to see it coz it takes a lot of COURAGE.i repeat.a LOT of COURAGE.