its a mind-wrecking session

my head goes swirling,twirling,whirling like crazy bout what i wanna do with my life,its not that im useless or things like that,im having the moment of my life tht is complicated as hell,fuckin' shit,i hate this,really do.u know when sometimes u just want everything goes like u planned and it didnt work out well?pretty shitty is it?i am so frickin' pissed rite now.arghhhh!!!!!