and its coming down again.

the hell with this heartbroken feelings anyway? sorry lame x update but i dont know if u still reading my blog or not,im still gonna type it. I DONT CAREEEE,hahaha.

well,first thing first,recently,i quit my job.my job is awesome,no doubt about it,the staff is nice,food is super duper ultimately delicious but i need to quit coz some stupid personal reasons. lets not talk about it. no more tears shud be shed tonite,muahahha.

i dont know if they still made a chatbox for blog,im not sure but somehow,im looking forward on how to get in touch with u people in blog (they made a comment box lgpun kan?hmm).

besides,there's my fb badge on ur right side of the page,feel free to click.who knows it may lead to some new awesome friendship.ok bye bye.


p/s : ughhh,i must be high when im styping this.

warm welcome :)

congratulations if u reach here,in the wrong side of the networking-socialized-community,u are absolutely ready for some weird yet crappiest state of my mind,for a fresh start,i uploaded loads of vd's on my channel,fell free to discriminate,praise,download or whatever,im mentally prepared (but my fist are not,just saying,haha).


p/s : THE NEXT BIGGEST PART ARE COMING,SOON :D

idk what is wrong or true anymore.

browsing some fb profiles ( not stalking you moron ).been there done that,i know u wanna be a good person but by faking it?NUH-UH-UH.i still can smell the rotten lies within it.u can always say good things,spread it,share it but u CANNOT overshadow the sweet lies in it.man,im telling u,if u wanna lie,u better do it without getting caught.i rarely get offended by people on fb coz im neutral,U GOT NOTHING AGAINST ME,whewww.good effort if u wanna change,nothing stands in ur way dude,neither do i but hear me out,u cant cheat me twice nor thrice nor whatsoever coz im sick of it.

p/s : ppl nowadays always point one finger to others but did not realized their 4 fingers are pointing back at him/her.

typical.

what could i say more.? i am crushed.im getting tired.truly tired.

world as it supposed to be.

u make peace with yourself,soon enuff u'll make peace to the world.smile like nothing happened.sure people smile back to you.oh wonderful world. :)

misc

wake up early today.ahh nothing much.kemas2,mandi2,texting him then take a nap.gloomy atmosphere outside.those cloudy cumulonimbus wont go away.fine by me,i like it that way.

its a mind-wrecking session

my head goes swirling,twirling,whirling like crazy bout what i wanna do with my life,its not that im useless or things like that,im having the moment of my life tht is complicated as hell,fuckin' shit,i hate this,really do.u know when sometimes u just want everything goes like u planned and it didnt work out well?pretty shitty is it?i am so frickin' pissed rite now.arghhhh!!!!!